Or something like that.
No, this isn't the post I reference below, this is a different post. Lately, I have begun to feel both of the above. Now, we know that 2007 has been the year of 8000 mile relationship and much turmoil around living circumstance - but that's not it.
From a work perspective, I have achieved lots this year. Did exactly what was required, and more, albeit achieving some end results by a different methodology. While there are a few that still focus on the weak points, there has been much to rejoice, outright success to be claimed.
It's taken immense amounts of time, energy, emotion and determination. All of which, you would think, might make me feel fulfilled. Yet I don't feel as though I've done anything that really developed me. Sure, I learned how to adapt to a new culture. I became much better at avoiding, or confronting, corporate politics but overall, I can't say that I've really done anything /new/. Except doing it in a different country. Again. See. even that's not new.
So I've turned around the business function, I've developed other people, I have even set an unprecedented amount in next years budget to continue training and developing other people (and, it seems, had it approved!) but, and here comes the selfish part - what's in it for me?
I'm a bit stuck - I know there are a couple of large projects happening, one of which I'm already part of, the other I will be, that are great exposure and experience, but, ultimately, not very fulfilling on a personal scale.
So, I need some personal fulfillment, advancement and achievement. That's it! Yeah! Rah!
Any ideas what?